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one day I will burst into a song

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“The symphony he is composing includes minor chords, dissonance, and tiresome fugal passages. But those of us who follow his conducting through early movements will,  with renewed strength, someday  BURST INTO A SONG .”  – Philip Yancey, Where Is God When It Hurts It has been a week since it all came down to finally putting an end to all the confusion. Done! Right there! Freedom given. Freedom received. “Let go.” His words were. So I did. You let go a lot earlier than I did. I had to have myself in the right condition before letting go of that string attached to your heart. You were freed. And I, too, was. A part of me felt relieved but a part of me wanted to take everything back. “We could have been something,” I thought. But I had to remind myself to trust in the Lord… to trust His words… to keep my faith. Sometimes I find myself thinking about what went wrong. At times, I ask the Lord “Why?”… But every time I try to figure things out, the Lord tells me not to. “Stop try